2011

2011: So much to say about this year, good and bad. What can I say? I guess it feels like a year of paradoxes to me. A year of change and breakthrough, contrasted with many trials, many questions without answers as Tim Hughes would say. A year of falling apart. But realising that in the falling apart God can rebuild, remake, restore and heal. I have got to know Jesus in a way I never have be for. He is my personal saviour, my best friend, my redeemer and restorer. Sometimes it takes something desperate, a Hannah moment(1samuel) for change and breakthrough. I have faced many battles, spiritually and emotionally.

I came to the decision a few weeks ago to start fasting and praying. It has been so worthwhile. I have never heard god speak so clearly to me and have never been so close to him. As a wise Christian lady once said to me. It is ok to fall apart with Jesus.

So looking to 2012. I am expectant. I am hoPeful. I don't think it will be without trials. The world can be a dark, dark place. But Jesus is the light of the world and nothing can put that light out. Nothing can separate us from the love of god in chest Jesus our lord!